My mind scribbled something out of my heart's misery...

My heart feels constricted
Feel like there's something i want to say
But feelings are restricted
I don't know why I feel this way

I have no clue
About What I should do
All I know is how I love you
Don't know how to show it's true

The way you make me blush
The way you my blood rush
That's how my body reacts to you
That's how it says I Love You

Always filled with thoughts of you
When you don't even have a clue
How I worry on trivial matters concerning you
That's how my mind says I Love You

The look on my face when I hear your name
Its as if someone calls the other half of my soul
A smile plays out on my lips like a game
That's the way I Love You from my soul

No matter how many times I've been told
When you are not there,I feel empty,cold
So I'll ask you again,a question old
Will you be there for me to hold?

Molding something positive from something negative

I have only ever wished to express my thoughts freely but they only ever hurt other people. Is it my fault for being bluntly honest or are the people around me so immature that they can't accept everything graciously?

I believe that it is absolutely right to give clarifications when people get a wrong idea about what you are as a person or when they pass judgement without even analyzing you thoroughly. But at the same time i also think that a person loses an opportunity at self improvement when he\she ignores any critical comments from others about themselves.

 I suggest that we should at least listen carefully to whatever another has to say about you and then give a suitable answer after looking inside yourself.It does not help one to reckless and blame the other person for being mean when you haven't even given the chance to yourself to... speculate about what made the other person think this way.

Always thinking that you are never at fault can lead to the loss of very important people in your life. So let us move forward and be on our way in this journey of life, at the same time make our life a bit less crooked... ;)

(I know I'm sounding like a motivation expert or something, don't have the exact words for that but my attempt today is to write something with a positive vibe when I'm feeling completely negative.Somehow i feel I've accomplished that today.)

A Song From The Tree For The Pouring Rain...

(This is a song that has my version of a tree's echo in the midst of its welcome of the pouring rains. It is also a testimony of my love of the rain.)


Come on,come down on me
I want you to be all over me
I've been waiting for you
Praying for you
To decend on this Earth just for me
From heavens you fall
To fulfil my prayer
Like a soothsayer 
Answering my call

Every drop,every gush
Helps me embrace you even more
can't stop loving you like crazy anymore
To capture you with my all
I sway around and finally fall

Falling in a way will bring me closer to you
Coz you are falling to the ground too
There i meet you in your parting mood
As my life ends,you take a different route

I've loved you and forever will so
But if you loved me why did you go?
I've been waiting all my life
Was it all nothing,my pain and strife?

Whatever you gave me, I took it all the same
Coz without you,I have no life
It would be like my wooden heart being pierced by your electric knife...




This is my creation so please do not to copy.

The start of my listless walk through my mind...

Today, i wish to start this blog as a response to all the people who have appreciated my writing skills...
I just want to start on a good note, good hope...
lets see how i go...
i won't claim to be a regular but i'll surely try my best to say something meaningful and use my listless thinking to some good effect...
any one who knows me or agrees, keep on reading... :) \m/