Figuring out my true name...

What is my name?
I don't know
You bet,its the one my parents' gave
I don't think so
I've pondered on this before
Don't know why it keeps popping up
With all this, my head is sore
I only wanna know if it matches my mental makeup
I wanna know my soul's true name
But I know my soul is just playing a game
With my brain,showing it colors never seen
Or an unusual mix of basic colors that has never been
I'm thinking abstract
It's way too complicated for anyone else's tact
But I just love the fact
That with everything, I know how you're going to act
Saying I'm complicated,that i'm a pain in the neck
You're going to have a headache, and say 'Oh,What the heck!'
I just wanna rattle you around
Hurl you to the ground
And know all about you
And then let you know all about me too
I wanna take the controls
Away from you
Have all my personal goals
Through the whole of you
You and I,we are a culmination tool
Bringing us together,we'll make the world fool
I'll make your head drool,I'll be that enticing
I'll make you stuck on me,I'll be that exciting
With you,I'll be the angel and the devil too
With you,all hell breaks loose and even i won't mind being the fool
With all this knowledge
Can you still pledge
To serve me and be obedient
To find my true name,can you be hell bent..?